it was a tough week. first time in a very long time i was ready to walk away from my job. have asked myself what i could have done differently. i am not sure that i could have made a difference here. the trial loss combined with the supervisory change and family problems leaves me feeling almost overwhelmed. no rest. calls to make and always more work. after yesterday i knew i needed to simply wind down. seeing that little girl cry was more than i could take. her terror becomes my shame. her fear remains on my consciousness. her pending reality is a drain on my emotional resources. if the buck does not stop here, then where does this all end?
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