Alone, Again

Something happened along the way.  One of the last conversations I can recall is that she could not imagine life without me being a part of it.  Just a few days later, though, I was told it felt like we were entering the friend zone.  I have no knowledge of the friend zone, so I spoke with some people who tried to help me understand.  It didn't work. I am still no more clear about this than I was the day before I entered this place.  Another similarity is that this all happened either on the phone or through a text message.  I have not seen her since.  She has suggested that she would still like to see me from time to time, but can't give me a clue about what might happened when the divorce is final.

Part of me wants to fight and other parts of me want to walk away.  It hurts!